Bedtime story

Bedtime story -

Once in a time beyond drama and wars I was perfect princess, I was almost yours.
Within loving glow my wings tested their might, I was someone’s treasure I was someone’s light.
Believed I was special within silk spun dream, but things in my life never are what they seem.
Now in cold night, in mistrust armed by pride, I’m caught in connection I feel deep inside.
I stand at the window rest cheek on cool pane, and long for the chains that I fought to escape.
I look in the mirror and what do I see, a tamed paper tiger a fox in the breeze.
No more will you hear me whisper your name or say that I love you not even in game.
In dreams you shall haunt me; by day we wear masks, know that I miss you but pray never ask.

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This is a poem i wrote in 2007 ..basically it is about my 4 year none relationship with a man who i am deeply connected to but who is to afraid to love me .We always end up meeting again , but i have learned to run from him although I love him ...it is what it is ...